1st day of exam

today wake up early and prepare to the 1st paper for final-------moral =='''
60 objective questions 2 hr....... i think should be enough time de....
bt.......
the ques so long and nid to read words by word from 1st ques to last ques......
read dao....... wan to fainted @@

after the exam, go bck to my room..... bt dnt hav to mood to study wan to rest for the day.....
after thn hav lunch and go tesco for buy sm stuff.......

thn 530pm go to badminton wif few of my friends......
although is jus 1 hr bt really help to release my tension and my feeling.......

i still need time to forget smth.......
i dnt wan to forget it......
i force to do it.....
i will think it when i was doing nth and b4 i slp i also will think of it......
i jus hav to do revision and make myself to be no time to think of it and concentrate on my final..

i dnt wan my friends to worry about me ......
so, i hav to keep my sadness and bring out happiness out......
hope 1 day i no need to hide my sadness----delete my sadness left happiness.....

end for this post........

wat am i doing ? wat i wan ?

im bck to kampar aldy and make preparation for the final exam......
i still gt the unwanted and unhappy feeling wif me....
i dnt knw wat i wan...... i so confuse..... and i dnt knw wat to do.....
i really wan to forget about the thing bt it keep pop up on my mind...
i cant help it...... i won;t think it when i busy and do many work.....
bt it pop up on my mind when i rest or b4 slp......
i wan to forget it, i wan concentrate on my exam!!!!!
this feeling pls go away 1st ! after exam u wan come jus come !!!!!
pls.....pls...... pls....... >< T-T

im sry.........

i so sry....
i'm nt mean to make u feel so uncomfortable.....
im knw i so selfish.....

mayb i should let it b le......
i hav to face it.........
I'M SO SRY wat i hav done...........................